Recently I have felt like I am inside a very hot pressure cooker. The pressure is streaming out in a loud, high pitched sound. Many things have been thrown in: convention speaking, sub plans, grading, changing schedules, burn out beginning, trainings, death of a loved one, lessons, deadlines.... pressures.
Today I awoke overwhelmed with the pressure feeling like I would explode out the miniature spout that is shouting for attention. I cried out to Him who knows and understands the pressure that I am under. He responded. See, a pressure cooker will explode if left unattended. But if the chef comes when the screech begins, and lifts the lid. The pressure that had been mounting is instantly relieved, and an amazing soup is produced. So today, my Great Chef, lifted the lid. I feel like he lifted it enough to add a few more ingredients and will soon put the lid back on. But I know He is producing in me perseverance, character and hope. I know the end result will be beautiful. And I know that when I feel like I am screeching and about to explode from the pressure, He will lift the lid and give me instant relief.
PS it is funny how the pressure and the relief both cause tears, just a different heart behind them.
brilliant - thank you.
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